The Seventh Me ~My Version~

                                 ~The Seventh Me~

                                      
                                 The First me,
                               Just kept smiling.
                              As she liked to sing
                               she kept shouting,
                                   "Ahh~Ahh~
                               The world is so,
                               bright,isn't it?
                          I will sing to increase it!"

                      
                                The Second me,
                           knew the fear of failure.
                          As she knew what was to come
                               she kept shouting,
                                   "Ahh~Ahh~
                               The world is so,
                                scary,isn't it?
                          I will sing to hide myself!"


                               The Third me,
                              was very confused.
                  as she gave into the lies people feed to her    
                              she kept shouting,
                                "Ahh~Ahh~
                               The world is so,
                            complicated,isn't it?
                          I will sing to clarify it!"  
                    
                      
                    "Understanding" and "Learning" This,
                    Reality will sooner or later catch me
                   So,I'll just keep changing myself,right?  


                              The Fourth me,   
                            held her head high.
                           As she danced around
                             she kept shouting,
                                "Ahh~Ahh~
                             The world is so,
                             hurtful,isn't it?
                          I will sing to heal it!"    


                              The Fifth me,
                            knew people's hurt.
                       As she held a hand out to them,  
                            She kept shouting,
                               "Ahh~Ahh~
                            The world is so,
                          misanthrope,isn't it?
                      I will sing to provide hope!"  


                             The Sixth me,      
                         kept her mouth closed.
                   As she flowed to the world's ways,
                          she kept shouting,
                              "Ahh~Ahh~
                           The world is so,
                           blinded,isn't it?
                    I will sing as I follow along."


                           Eyes growing wide,
                     Is this really the way to live?
                       If so,then how much longer,
                            Must I pretend?


                         To me who have left,
                         where have you gone?


                          Then it was born.
                           The Seventh me.
                                Happy,
                               Washout,
                               Puzzled,
                               Healing,
                               Hopeful,
                                Quiet,
                                 Me!

                Definitely not worth even a glance at.
                     To the me who was just born,
                  Blessing,Hope and Disappointment..   


                "Understanding" and "Learning" this,
                        The color of Loss.
                          If it continues,
                I will change myself how many times?


                           The Seventh Me,
                              killed me..